2-14-22

I didn't let this night go by without putting it on. I also noticed the time was 11:11

I do carry so much love in my Heart for the Man I asked to marry me on Dec 21, 2017. In my mind amd heart I felt before we were to get married, itbwas important, he have his experience in what it would feel like to ask for unity..And I wanted to experience the feelings of being asked ask well. February 14, 2018 he asked me. It was such a beautiful evening and the jittery feelings and emotions were arise. In 2019 a few motnhs before the 1st set Wedding date. We then transformed our rings into wedding bands right as the pandemic hit the World. We then had to move the wedding and we no longer had our engagement rings..But we had the transformationed evolved rings. He has his and I have mine. I wonder what he did or is doing with his?

I did not want our life together to end but I knew I could not accept the lack of respect, lack of honor, lack of value, lack of vision, lack of initiative, lack of vision, lack of communication, and lack of integrity being given towards our relationship. Up until the day I left I was willing to do anything for him and US. I hoped, prayed, pleaded and yes even begged for him to Speak up and fight for our LOVE. I remember the day we got the rings back, it felt so tight on my finger and I blamed it on my weight. Which did have something to do with it but I we were also being suffercated. I do miss and love him so much! Maybe someday our paths will connect! Daved Beck, 2022

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