1-25-2022
- davedbeck

- Jul 20
- 2 min read
I can't wait to get all fixed up to do a photo shoot in the clothes. For now I'm just taking a selfie in Amethyst. I am wearing this because I have some limiting beliefs that I am working though. I started balling my eyes out this morning because I am challenged in the balance of ALL the hats I wear and ALL the challenges/blocks that come with ALL of me. Having to be a driver and sit in a car for 5-6 hrs a day, sometimes longer if I need to create more money for ALL the car repairs that come with being a driver and it's your own vehicle. I have been doing it for 5 years and I am grateful and thankful for the opportunity. BUT it has had much cost. I get home and I'm tired. I also do have clients that I schedule and have been able to work in my Passion.
And Truth is I am overwhelmed and doing what I am able. I know I am capable of so much more. I think about all I have done up to this point, all these years. I am practicing Patience with myself and Truth is who knows how much time I have to be able to create, manifest, step into and embrace the Vision I see.
I apologize for the long post, that just flowed through so I will leave it here. We have one month left of class and yes I learned a lot and am so grateful. And now there is also the grieving that after a year together. Hence I feel the sudden out burst of tears this morning and why I felt compelled to put this shirt on this morning. Okay, time for me to get back out, I have more car repairs coming, my check engine light was on this morning. This textile line was created within this year being with ALL of YOU. I am grateful and I thank each one of you for being here! Let's keep going and being magic!!!







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