Remember

12-2-2021

Remember the jealousy and envy that came up from the beginning of our relationship. Remember the times that when jealousy and envy came up from the people around us for the flowers that we would give to each other remember the jealousy and envy that came from within them onto us through their words of I wish my partner would leave me from flowers on my car. I wish my partner would leave flowers at my door or bring them home from work. You and I gave each other flowers through our various unique magical ways. Remember the words that were spoken and heard why doesn't he text me anymore? Why aren’t you anymore time with me? Remember hearing I don’t know why he’s gotta move out? Remember that night of bowling and your words they he was watching everyone come close to us. Remember hearing his words screaming I will ruin you. Remember the sadness I was in from what had just transpired remember the awkwardness of the first time we hung out all of us remember the first time you and I hung out with the person who introduced us. I wanted to believe with all my heart and I’ve been working this entire year to understand what went wrong with us.