I learned to Please

11- 25-2016

As I sit here working to transform my own limiting beliefs. I wonder....... I was created from an emotionally unavailable, disinterested and uncommitted male body, does this mean I am destined to only be attracted to these types of men?!?How did I learn to be a man who is a romantic, invests and commits. I believe being a dancer had a big part of molding me. I also believe it's because I teach myself what was not offered nor nurtured growing up. Strong, truthful, honorable men were not in my experience as a child. The Inspirations and teachings from the men through my life. There was the man who created me from the cells of his being, a body filled with memories of abandonment. There are the many men through multiple experiences of living with my maternal and paternal who taught me through sight how to please another body as well as how to create physical pain. These men taught me strength through the physical. Some of them taught me what pain feels like. I did want to hurt anyone through my life. I only wanted to please and make happy.