10-4-2019 Missing

This will be my "first" birthday to not hear my gram's voice giving me her song as she did. I wish I would have saved that recording. I know she'll be floating around and as we all know. It's not the same and it never will be.. For nothing stays the same through eternity!!! I miss her everyday even in my awareness she's right here. It's soooo freaky woo.. woo.. and it just IS!